NONAME

Basically I don't know what TITLE to put up there...
so I left it with NONAME... hehehhe...
previously was kinda busy...
(not pack schedule but kinda bzzzzz)

WHY?? hmm....
you see, right after my VIVA,
I have a short course... PHP 6 development...
Some programming related to web development...
it was a TWENTY days program...
just finished last Friday....
that's why I'm still not back in Penang...
the other reason... I shall make it a surprise later...

the program was fun though...
after the program, many already went back...
leaving one after another...
I started to miss them already...
4years...
not a short period... all the things we went through...
all the memories we had...
will not be forgotten...
It is part and parcel of life...
to meet and apart...
but I'm really glad to have all of them...
in my life...

In my heart

I don't know what to think...
don't know what to say...
don't know what to do...


with all the news...
there was news that sabah might be in danger as well...
at first to me,
i was feeling nothing...
even told my jr, this thing will happen soon...
as it's already happening...

then at nite, when i overheard my friend talking to her bf,
it kept me thinking...
what if today is really the day...
i would be dead by now...
and i wouldn't have the chance to tell what i have in mind...
i wouldn't have the chance to speak to my love ones...


therefore,
i would like to say here, I LOVE YOU GUYS LAH(aka my family, and friends...)
I'm not sure that will there be anything that happen...
but do take care...
i will myself...

Make Ups...

just finished washing watching(thx kelly correcting me) movie with sister and friends...
"all well ends well"...
apparently it's story had something to do with make ups...


so it kept me wondering...
have any of u put "make up" before???
even guys??


I don't mean the make ups that apparent your mom or sisters or girlfriend put at their face...
the "make up" i meant was the mask that u put on when u are facing other people...
i bet you do, right?


because i, myself do put on these "make up"...

the strong ones so that i will not be bullied easily,
the independent ones so that i don't have rely everything on others,
the happy ones when i am sad,
the confident ones when i felt insecure...


so what "make ups" are you putting today??

it's ENDing

2 weeks holidays finally come to an end...
it's so soon and I still haven't had enough of it yet...

but what can I do???
life still goes on...


I can say this CNY break was the BUSIEST and most UTILIZED one...
with only TWO WEEKS break, i have a long TO-DO list...
as posted in the previous post,
I became a part time NANNY JAMIE...
with my sis NANNY JO as well...


as I mentioned, DARREN is super cute...
he's the cutie in the house...
he smiled easily when you played with him...
and super active as well...

unfortunately, he's very impatient...
(bad habit)
and his screaming can TEAR DOWN the house....


then I also met with adorable Herlisher...
she's super super super cute and cheeky...
with her acts, you can definitely laugh NON-STOP...
and she really know how to distract you from being angry at her...
really clever girl...

and not forgotten, she knows how to take photos with a camera,
although not really capturing with the correct mode and angle,
but bare in mind, she's just TWO YEARS PLUS...
"i wonder what was I doing when I was 2+"


that were about the cuties in house,
then, my cousin, sister and I had a PHOTOSHOOT session...
with a DSLR loaned from my eldest... hehehhe
it wasn't a prefect shot, but at least we had fun...


Frankly, I don't really had the time to on my laptop and online until now...
since I went back to penang, i was busy, rushing here and there,
doing chores, and being with family,
I didn't manage to even meet up with friends...
really disappointing...


but i truly miss all my friends a lot.
2 weeks wasn't really long,
so the next time I'm back,
i will definitely meet up and catch up with my dearest friends...

Nervous

Have you been in 

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NERVOUS state??

scared??

I'm pretty sure that everyone does...

especially during

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# public speaking and 

 # PRESENTATION!!!

I have my 'FYP 1' presentation TOMORROW...

and now I'm updating my BLOG??

(must be out of my mind)

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what a GREAT thing to do right??

hahaha...

It's my FINAL presentation for this semester...

woooohhhooooo...

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how i wish i can just push a "DON'T PANIC" button

and all the PANIC gone...

or maybe i just need a remedy?

~ a pinch of calmness

~ a handful of practices

~ a FULL BASKET of CONFIDENT....

CAN THIS RECIPE WORKS???

or wat more ingredients do I need??

yup...

I still need 

A BOWL OF LUCK.....

ps: wish me great of luck as i need it... hahahah