first ever all chinese... but especially for "U"

是, 为你而写的… 不懂你会不会读我的部落格可是我希望你会看到我的心意。

我知道最近我弄你很不开心, 难过, 你也很多压力,
我 不应该这样对你,我也知道我不是一个好的朋友...

有时候，我只是在开玩笑, 我不懂你会很介意

我知道, 我心情不好的时候, 我会乱发脾气, 你是无辜的...
我不应该乱丢"垃圾"...

这边, 我想跟你道歉, 对不起.

你是我的其中一个的好朋友...是我不会珍惜...


我真的很抱歉, ...

ME... it's all about ME!!!

let's see what I have today?
what I want to talk about?

M.I.E==>M.E!!!

I'm just human...
with no super natural power...
(such as vampire or werewolf-too much of VD or super WOMAN)

1. I can't read people's mind...
2. I can't hear if ur mumbling to friends...
3. I can't know if people are happy or not if they don't show it out (not like i have six sense k)...
4. I don't know if I PISSED people off (as I mentioned in 1, I CANT READ ppl's mind)...
5. I don't know when I'm in trouble until I'm in trouble...
6. I always say I'm a NO GOOD person
7. I don't open up myself to ppl UNLESS ppl ask (i.n.t.i.m.a.c.y--> into me see)
8. I want a simple life but me myself, the THINKING is COMPLICATED!!!
9. It's hard for me to forgive, but HARDER for me to FORGET!!!!
10. I, myself, like to compare (but telling ppl NOT to... such great advisor rite???)
11. I DON'T like to be REMINDER and ALWAYS being the BAD person...(really HATE that)
12. Im a LAST MINUTE person...
13. to my frens, they say im good friend, but AM I?? (I have no IDEA)...

basically this is WHO i am... 

it's not for evaluation of urs, but it's for myself to look through...

to see how selfish i am, 

to see how "great" i can be...

but it's not all of them...

just partial self that I showed lately...

which hurt a lot of people now...

which I must change...

for better or worst, 

only time can tell.........................