Home Sweet Home for good

Finally, after FOUR YEARS of struggle in studies...
I managed to FINISH them...
with tonnes of projects/homeworks/activities and etc,
I did have TONNES of FUN with coursemates and friends...
and of course not forgotten, MY LOVELY 2nd sister...

before ending everything, I did went to Taiwan with coursemates,
it was truly FUN with friends..
Now that everything already ENDED...
no more studying to do, no more games to be played,
it's TIME to look for a job and work permanently...
NO PLAY PLAY already...

and IM BACK in penang...
which is home SWEET home...
manage to catch up with my sister, went to visit DARREN,(being cuter and more mischievous)
and I'm looking forward for Darren's and Daphne's Birthday party this weekend...
off i go for now...
BYE

Super Nervous

A longgggggggg time haven't been updating...

it's been a real busy month...

and it hasn't really ended yet...

Yday, was a SATURDAY NITE OUT with my COURSEMATES....

It was really FUN, (at least for me)

WILL blog about it in the NEXT post (*finger crossing*)

TOMORROW will be the DAY...

If your FINAL YEAR student, I believe you know what is it all about..

It's my VIVA...

OMG... 

My heart are really beating FAST...

I'm super nervous... n I really hate that part...

hopefully everything is ''shun shun lei lei'' for me...

wish me luck n keep my finger crossing... 

ALL THE BEST TO ME...

ME... it's all about ME!!!

let's see what I have today?
what I want to talk about?

M.I.E==>M.E!!!

I'm just human...
with no super natural power...
(such as vampire or werewolf-too much of VD or super WOMAN)

1. I can't read people's mind...
2. I can't hear if ur mumbling to friends...
3. I can't know if people are happy or not if they don't show it out (not like i have six sense k)...
4. I don't know if I PISSED people off (as I mentioned in 1, I CANT READ ppl's mind)...
5. I don't know when I'm in trouble until I'm in trouble...
6. I always say I'm a NO GOOD person
7. I don't open up myself to ppl UNLESS ppl ask (i.n.t.i.m.a.c.y--> into me see)
8. I want a simple life but me myself, the THINKING is COMPLICATED!!!
9. It's hard for me to forgive, but HARDER for me to FORGET!!!!
10. I, myself, like to compare (but telling ppl NOT to... such great advisor rite???)
11. I DON'T like to be REMINDER and ALWAYS being the BAD person...(really HATE that)
12. Im a LAST MINUTE person...
13. to my frens, they say im good friend, but AM I?? (I have no IDEA)...

basically this is WHO i am... 

it's not for evaluation of urs, but it's for myself to look through...

to see how selfish i am, 

to see how "great" i can be...

but it's not all of them...

just partial self that I showed lately...

which hurt a lot of people now...

which I must change...

for better or worst, 

only time can tell.........................

One Piece

Have you ever read a MANGA??
it's a japanese comics that requires u to read from RIGHT-->LEFT...

okokok... basically, i just would like to ask,
have u ever read a manga that makes u laugh till u burst,
makes u cry/weep... makes u feel u want to be part of the exciting adventure...

and ALL THAT in ONE MANGA??

you know what?
ONE PIECE by EIICHIRO ODA has it all....

why do I say so??


the capten LUFFY, is a "stupid" but "CRAZY " person...
his reaction and actions alone will make you really LAUGH...

the story about brotherhoods, friendships;
made me cry everytime i read that particular chapter...

and the adventure they are going through seems so interesting that you wanted to JOIN them...
this is a worth reading manga...
and I LOVE IT very much...





all the images obtained when I google them...

Stop Child Abuse

Firstly, YUPPPP...

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I'm not that great...

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I support the campaign hoping to get a 

SONY Cybershot W190 camera...

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BUT i really DO PITY those child...

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CHILDREN are the GIFTS of GOD...

(aren't they just cute and lovely)

If you can't manage to take care of them, DON'T EVER get yourself ONE...

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nowadays, there are NEWS everywhere...

not only in MALAYSIA..

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Children are being ABUSED...

(they know NOTHING and they are so so INNOCENT)

PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY and SEXUALLY...

ya, you hear me RIGHT...

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I don't like waking up, listening/reading/watching all these NEWS...

especially those that are SEXUALLY abused...

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HOW CAN YOU RAPE YOUR OWN FAMILY MEMBER???

I just couldn't understand that....

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no matter 

WHO YOU ARE, 

WHERE YOU'RE FROM

WHAT ARE YOU DOING???

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RAISE YOUR HAND UP HIGH

to STOP CHILD ABUSE!!!!

Have U??

have u ever do this??

in front of others,

U put ur greatest SMILE...

pretend to be HAPPY?

BUT

deep down inside YOU

the true feeling is so down...

felt lonely

and you don't have the idea

HAVE YOU??? HAVE YOU??

I'm sure everyone had this moment before... I did...

and I'm sure this it will happen to me again and again...

LIFE, 

it is like that...

you can be at the top of the world at one moment... 

and deep down the sea the next sec...

THE REASON??

you won't be able to get the right reason every time...

sometimes simply because there isn't any...

anyhow, no matter what, life still goes on...

if we can survive one, we can DEFINITELY survive the others as well...

UNKNOWN title... juz my thoughtsss...(updated)

I just don't understand some people...
haiz... thought that i can see through people's heart...
but some are just unSEEN...

I also don't know what am I crapping...

I just don't like the way I'm treated by some people friends...

maybe you think too much...

or I think too little...

anyway, it's not something you think...

I'm just angry with certain friends...
just mad on the way ppl think...
but me aso sometimes think too much and say too much

but it's not for me to care...

I don't and will not care anymore...

I'm just me... 

being as nice as i would as a

FRIEND

should...

either you appreciate it...

the kindness that i poured...
even not being appreciate, what can I do...

muahahhahaha...

I'm just being me...

you can say i'm selfish or what so ever...

for those who that know me...

they know me well enough...

to others...

my FRIENDS...

BUDDIES...

I MISSS U GUYS A LOT...

can't wait to see u guys again...

Facebook

i had nothing to blog lately so i will share something about FACEBOOK... i haven't been updating my FACEBOOK for quite some time, so for the past few days, i'd been uploading a lot of photo into it... n i really mean A LOT... around 10 albums and roughly 200 picts... then i told my friend about it, she scolded me 'ki siao la lu' which means, you're crazy... hahaha... but somehow i enjoy uploading it and waiting for my friends to comment it...
I started to play Pet Society in Facebook, although a bit of childish, but no harm if we try to be like a kid... i'm enjoying the point and money collecting part... hehehe

What is ur THought??? SABaH??

WHat Is your reaction when you hear this word--> SABAH??? a very ulu place? all forest with orang asli all around?? but let me tell you something, your perception is ALMOST all wrong...

SABAH, is a beautiful place. It is full with beautiful sceneries, fresh air and most of all free from pollution. Yes, it might be slower in development but it is not as ulu as every thought. Before I was here, I too have this thought. I applied to study here. It was my first choice. Everyone ask, “Are you crazy? Why did you applied for Sabah? It’s like so far away and ‘ulu’.” Everyone would say it that way but I don’t really think so, therefore I accepted the offer to study here. I’d been here for half a year and frankly speaking, I really love this place. Although it’s not as canggih as Penang or KL, but it’s a place I ever wanted and dream for. The lifestyle here is very simple and that is what I hope for.

My ever dream life is to have a house, cottage style with a small farm or garden, sharing that life with a person I love. To achieve that, first I must be able to find this place. Then only think about the rest.

the beautiful scene from Mt. Kinabalu

WHERE else can u find these sceneries??