what happened to me??

Lately, I am ALWAYS emo...
I'm not ALWAYS in good mood (which means bad mood always)...
I am MEANER to human around me (my friends especially... i was mean, but now i become worse)
I seem to be UNABLE to control my speech... (i know that it hurts but somehow, i still blaaahhh it out??? teruk-kan, ME??)
I don't seem to CARE anymore...(not myself that cares)
MORE and MORE ppl HATE me already... (there's list of people i have in mind)
I don't blahhhhh out my stuff to ppl anymore... (lesser ppl knw, better is it?? hmmm...)
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Obviously not due to school stuff as it's just the 2nd week of sem...
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Then what can I conclude??
YEAH... I am PSYCHO??? hahahha... obviously i am...
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I WANT back my old self...
that's MORE caring (though there's MEAN side)
that's MORE cheerful... (there's sad time though)
that's MORE sensitive...
and SOME patience in me....
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arrghhhhhhh.... WHAT HAPPENED??? haiz....